Gatsby's American Dream is lovely

Conan at one

Yeah thats on TV right now.

I had a wonderful weekend. I got to see everyone at coffee and cream, like kevin, courtney, pat and dave. Twas kind of strange though because I kind of feel like I don't know our friends anymore. They've changed.
Anyway after that it was saturday and Tom, Christine, and Dave came over. We played super smash brothers, it was great. Oh and we watched the pink panther. I thought it was funny but it could have been better.
Sunday we had dinner with martha's family and her Brother and his wife announced that they were having a baby in june or july or something like that. I think thats pretty cool

I <3 Rx Bandits.

Oh and

The weirdest thing happened today at dinner. I was sitting with people and we were laughing about steve irwin among other things and I felt like I was going to pass out and was out of breath... It was strange. My face got all hot too like I was blushing, but it was for no reason. So strange. Wonder if anyone else gets that?

Addiction

I'm definatly addicted to games. If i'm near a computer I need to play them. Its hopeless. But I love it >.<

I need

I definately decided that I need a camera. Even a crappy one will do. I just want to take pictures and whore up the internet with my crappy artwork. Thats all for today really except that I went to applebees with martha and her dad. Fun stuff, good food, etc... Yeah now its really late and I don't want to go to bed. Oh and outside, because its raining, it looks like its snowing and the sky has that light up orangy glow. I love it.

Poll Poles

Voting day. I don't really think that this govornment is that great when you really think about it, well as far as being a "democracy" goes. The biggest problem I have with it is the fact that there are only two parties that people can vote for when you really think about it, Democratic and Republican. By what chance is an independant or a greene party going to win? None.
The other thing is that a single vote doesn't matter, it has to be in mass votes. I wish there was a way to get support for who you wanted to vote for and actually change something.
I'm saying all of this because I went with Martha today while she voted (we spent the night at millville). I felt bad for not registering to vote so that I could have too.

Weekend

Well I had a pretty good weekend. Missed two concerts but its all good because I had a great time just haning out with martha. Yeah the Rx show that I was planning for like a month, I didn't go to because no one said anything about it. oh and the axis of evil concert at clark went way too late and i really didn't want to stay and listen to crappy bands untill axis came on. I hate smoking but theres some days where I just want to do it just once, same with drinking but not as much. Its just because I've been hanging out with people and they all drink and smoke. I mean I'm probably not going to do it but I have no reason not to, its kind of just a self righteous thing.

Maybe I'm crazy

Clark

You know it would be great to get into Clark right about now. I mean I really want to be challenged in college and not have it be just another high school like Becker. Another thing that I really want is to be better at guitar. I really miss playing with people, I think this summer I'm going to jam out a lot hopefully with Pat and Jeff. That would be nice, just like old times.